tell me why I'm in a bad mood today, I will gladly spend some of my underused points and send you a mini.
Hmmm. Bribery on Xanga. Have I really sunk that low? It appears I have.
Here's all you get to figure it out:
I was fine. And then I was in the student union building on campus, trying to study and EVERYTHING was going on. Seriously, there's like never that much activity on the second floor. Why today?
And is my reading finished? No.
Is my homework finished? Yes, technically yes. But I'm getting all new homework tomorrow. And I STILL have a crap-load of reading to do. Yes, I finally get into my major and I'm trying to keep up (you know, there's some information you just have to know if you're going to be doing anything medical/therapy related with your career). And I am decent at it. I'm booked, but I'm keeping up with everything but reading. I'm just so slow at it...it blows.
I don't want to talk to anyone but desperately want someone to at least sit in silence with me.
I've said it before and I'll say it again. Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is to just sit there with them. In silence. Just...be there.
And I am booked until February 13th. Yup, Friday the 13th. But that moderately begs the question: What AM I doing on February 14th? Because while it's not a holiday I approve of, it'd still be nice to do something...
And then there's the thought processes surrounding Mr. SymmetricalFace.
Yes, I like him.
But I'm starting to wonder if it's more in a "I don't want anyone else to have you" sort of way.
Which is odd. Because doesn't that mean I do like him?
If I do, then why would I be(/am I) resistant to attempting a relationship with him?
Why do I have so many questions about him?
And WHY THE HELL do I NEVER see him on campus?
I am sick on talking to him online. I want to see Mr. SymmetricalFace in real life.
Maybe I'm just exhausted. I'm always less rational when I'm tired. And I'm tired due to my 5:00 AM rise and bumble around time. (Yeah, I don't exactly "shine" at 5 AM). You'd be exhausted too if you woke up at 5 and went to bed at 10-11 PM.
There you go.
There's all the info I can think of.
If you know any more information (ie, make something up) then go ahead, tell me.
I really want to know why I'm in such a bad mood.
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Stress. :-/
dunno. :(
Good luck hon I hope you feel better.
p.s. I can totally understand what you mean about the sitting in silence factor.
Hello Ms. Amanda,
You made your site so simple yet elegant. I see that you are a student. I’m glad that’s all over with for me!
I want to help people to really know why these are troubled times and what Jehovah God intends to do about the people causing the world’s problems: "How long, O God, will you allow our enemies to mock you? Will you let them dishonor your name forever?" (Psalm 74:10) (NLT)